limbo.

another day one of the month
and here i am skipping what
i felt was important to me

sleep is my youthful enemy
and i don't "need" it
i just escape with it.

i ESCAPE with SLEEP.

but it feels good to go into
my colorful realm where
the world doesn't bring me
down.

in an introverted attempt
to be a social person...
i have failed this saturday
morning.

now i prepare to set myself
back further and further from
my "goals".

shall we redefine them?
i am giving myself two more
weeks here, then i will reevaluate
the situation.

perhaps this game of limbo
has knocked me down a
notch and it is time to just lay
down and relax ...
to reclaim my joy
on the island i call home.