hype.

to die at your peak, or just before the fall. that is what i long for
"you will only get better..." said london.
he made me feel sound today, reassuring me that i am indeed just passing through. i lack this sense of community but i do "indeed include everyone" said the caterpillar. he understands because he is just as evil....

we shall travel together someday.
he is the man of my dreams.


more and more the goals which bring your interest forward.
Where do they come from?
within. if you took a moment to be quiet you would see them.

i am a distant soul that hasn't really connected to long beach. i lost a sense of me...
understand.

he is always included. as selfish as i am.
so i watch another documentary and gush about perhaps posing naked. hum. boring.


one week.... this is enough time to grasp the feelings that i slammed on the ground. the collision i wonder if he feels the same way>
who am i kidding. now we just have to see who caves first, more details later....




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fingers. fingers. fingers. fingers. art. art. art.
sex. sex. sex. sex. sex. sex. sex.
feelings. feelings. feelings. feelings.
art. art. art. art. art. art. art. art. art. art. art. art.
sex.

fuck feelings sex art death.