to be?   or    not to be?

the infamous question. it will almost be too late if i keep going. i should give in now if i plan not to be recognized. then i can go home and just continue to stir up trouble because i am bored?

other option: stay still for a few more months.
also... try to be a lady. there is a place and time to be a wild animal. NOT around boys that you plan on working with...

the creative fantasies that i created all day with my dreams from last night kept my mind occupied. the release will hopefully cure me of "his" lingering for a few days. i am one step closer to finding a mate, i can feel it. the visualizations and longing keep me waking up each morning.