the night when you realize that leaving was the best thing you could''ve done for yourself.


that was tonight. i don't want to be here. those that you love will eventually die and i am so glad that i was able to spend time with them before they left this earth.
all i could think about today was ashton.
he lost his grandmother today. she was an amazing human & i was so thankful to meet her. life is indeed short and i should learn to not take it for granted.



mr. perez text me today.. from now on i will not take him for granted.
but there are two very important souls lurking around in my world.
he got a few good pictures from me... and he makes me want to go back to my west side life.