Showing posts with label longing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label longing. Show all posts

Thursday, January 10, 2013

1.10.13 evening


Mamihlapinatapei (Yagan, an indigenous language of Tierra del Fuego): The wordless yet meaningful look shared by two people who desire to initiate something, but are both reluctant to start. 


Yuanfen (Chinese): A relationship by fate or destiny. This is a complex concept. It draws on principles of predetermination in Chinese culture, which dictate relationships, encounters and affinities, mostly among lovers and friends.
Cafuné (Brazilian Portuguese): The act of tenderly running your fingers through someone's hair.
Retrouvailles (French):  The happiness of meeting again after a long time. 
Ilunga (Bantu): A person who is willing to forgive abuse the first time; tolerate it the second time, but never a third time.
La Douleur Exquise (French): The heart-wrenching pain of wanting someone you can’t have.
Koi No Yokan (Japanese): The sense upon first meeting a person that the two of you are going to fall into love. 
Ya’aburnee (Arabic): “You bury me.” It’s a declaration of one’s hope that they’ll die before another person, because of how difficult it would be to live without them.
Forelsket: (Norwegian):  The euphoria you experience when you’re first falling in love.
Saudade (Portuguese): The feeling of longing for someone that you love and is lost. Another linguist describes it as a "vague and constant desire for something that does not and probably cannot exist."
i was very excited to "stumble upon" this tonight. it explains so much. today was a good day. 
read the full article at: http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1T64Y6/bigthink.com/marriage-30/the-top-10-relationship-words-that-arent-translatable-into-english?page=all/

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Let me give you some support.

Keeping a secret is tough. I've already said enough. I still haven't a clue but I can feel it better now. I am that much closer to the dreams. I get frustrated just talking about something. I have to do things. 

When is the time to leave? I don't know, but I know that this is going to be fun. I have a few years to play around and see how much I can travel. See the sights and write the words that will improve the world. I haven't lost hope quite yet...

The first one was beautiful. Wonderful. Exactly who I am looking for. It will be wonderful to see the world from the other side. I am strong enough now. I am ready to breathe and settle in. I found a picture I'm imaging in my life. Lennon and liberty. Music and art. The vision of light. I've seen her before.. We met somewhere on the east. She was by the sea swimming with the dolphins. The waves. The Sunday trips to rodanthe chasing waves ... Who knew we'd never see that road again. The view was priceless every single time. It was so perfect ... a thin bubble like glass that was about to fall to the ground and shatter. All the timing was exactly right. The summer thunderstorms and back porch picnic dinners... I have ended those times; panic in my head as i realize too much. I am at risk always. It may kill me, it may save me. I must ask for forgiveness. I pray that someone saves me.  

Monday, December 24, 2012

September 2012


the hope that humans are one
Loving soul connected by a spirit
That love can move mountains
And god created the world
That we can love each other
Truly and accept the hurt from others
That the faith keeps us grounded
And safe in vicious times.
The earth is a temporary haven
For good souls to convince
Others to join along...
Earth is their hell. Even then
They choose to not believe 
Sun tasted so good...
Until the last bite. It hurts.
Crawls up your spine and convinces 
You to look at the dark
Corners of people's souls...
Bringing out chaos and trauma
The pain hurts us here on earth
The lighter days are ahead of us
Where we will run with our father
Once again children... Of God.