"i love dancing on the edge. there is always the chance i will fall."

it's a parallel life. two years ago today i watched alice in wonderland.  watched it today with mother. it's one of my favorites as a child.  i was a weird one. full of strange colors and actions.  tea parties and mad cats... hookah smoking caterpillars and evil card queens.   story of my life.

           "i'm afraid i've gone mad."  
     "you are mad, bonkers, 'round the bend. all the best people are."