Wednesday, October 31, 2012


  1. (esp. of a change or distinction) So delicate or precise as to be difficult to analyze or describe.
  2. (of a mixture or effect) Delicately complex and understated.

the hints and moments that keep pushing me along. each small action is connected in a very precise web, one that will amaze me in the future.  once i figure out some of the connections.
each day is a chance to make a new connection.  i need to get out and see people now. new people... they open new doors.  i need live music and a grungy dive bar along the ocean front.  i have a touch of cabin fever.  
so the challenge now is to be patient and productive.  the two talents i lack most days.  procrastination though- i'm a professional. we shall see what tomorrow brings. halloween. the day you can pretend to be dead... or someone else.   absolutely absurd, but human nature loves it.  
one year ago today.  everything was so different, yet exactly the same.  what a bizarre place we have here.  tonight was quite eerie.  the full moon reflected off the water covered streets... standing water and sheets of sand covered the road home. thank goodness for backroads on higher ground.  a sight i'll never forget.  the air is calm now, the quiet moment after pure hell.  a different world awaits me tomorrow in the light.  change is good. 

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