to serve it to you lightly...
all the you know is gone.
all that you were is no longer serving you.
all that was, will never be again.
"let me be now."
i made the mistake of holding on too tight and in turn he slipped through the bones that connected themselves once before... again and again he has closed this door, only for me to find another way in. now it is locked and all the keys i can find will never fit... for the one i need is locked inside.
but he stills feels me. it's a tie that bound us long ago... tethered by the grace of our existence. the challenge of uncrossing the lines for the better of both of us is required.
something new, more enhanced... awaits. i pray for a teacher(s) to help me unfold in a classical form.