Man is like to vanity: his days are as a shadow that passeth away. (Psalms 144:4 KJV)
Yet a little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the hands to sleep: So shall thy poverty come as one that travelleth; and thy want as an armed man. (Proverbs 24:33, 34 KJV)
Purge it all out of your system in order to move past the past.
The craziest of person lives in their head? Or are they the sanest of them all?
I don't even relate to others at times. Is this how it will be from now on? I'll be living in my past for the rest of it?.... Certainly I must catch up again so I can live in the present. I can only go back and revisit.
And I suppose all I can do is sit still with my eyes closed; it is all trapped inside of me.