is a powerful tool . all that i wanted to achieve today... i placed ever so slightly in my brain and it happened. amazing what being alone can do... eventually you are surrounded with all of your friends. i am so thankful to be becoming into this beautiful web.
the black magic of the moon left me feeling queazy; perhaps it was the off beat music that made me feel like i was going to melt from a heart attack. i had too many thoughts and i was overwhelmed with my frantic molecules that were bouncing around. thankfully megan could see that i just needed fresh air. we took that moment of hearing each other to realize we have much more in common than i realized and proceeded to have a disco dance party to my favorite set list of funky Egyptian soul music. i felt like i was back again in the luckiest place at mile post 12; the red and black painted walls and a dj who spins vinyl. his taste in music was unheard of, but i knew he knew about the next generation. i am glad that i was able to hear a small taste, it was all so familiar.
i sit back and can now relax because i am indeed free. i have father that protects and guides me through all these obstacles. he dropped me in this place of grace with reason. now is the time i step up to the throne. whatever will be, will be.