i can recall the feelings of not wanting to be around... my work is on this side for now.
for the time being i am surrounded by the love that is my current perception of the world.
so much praise, support and beauty... how could i possibly feel anymore sorrow. i collect hugs
like marbles that were once scattered along the floor... a slow but steady process, one with
all the sights and sounds of the familiar. later days will be filled in with pen & paper, you
must ask and you will receive. i wish that one could grasp and read all the words that i will
continue to intimately write on the ivory sheets, along the lines in flowing ink. old fashioned
and to the point, i collect the energy i deserve to survive.
research found the answers... in seven spiritual stages. this all catches my attention as i am
currently witnessing it all unfold.
nothing is more beautiful than naturalness.
the attraction between two people is so intense that is transports them beyond ordinary perception and the ordinary world becomes enchanted.
contact of soul with soul, taking from each other what they did not possess alone.
when flesh emerges with flesh... sexual energy is seen as the creative energy of the universe.
surrender and non-attachment.
losing yourself in another person is the best way to find your true self.
higher reality is experienced in the merging of the masculine and the feminine in one's own being.
it is our original state... this is where we came from, the state of grace to which we shall one day return. it is the final stage of intimacy with spirit that flows through love.
each and every religion has something to be said about this law... and that is the gift of giving without the hope of reward or pay. "divine law can neither be ignored nor put aside".
i grasp this concept with such intensity that it projects everything i have been trying to say all along. i am no longer hurt or suffering. i have been released and the mind shift takes place... as the new moon rises, i set my new intentions for the cycle.
- no longer will i be controlled by the world.
- i will love those around me.
- i will sing with my heart & soul.
- i will not be held back by my own insecurities.
- i will forgive those who have wronged me, but i will not forget.
- each day will open new doors, all through song & dance.
- i will make new sounds each day.
- the creative art i see in my mind will come out on paper.
- i will forever be filled with the light, glory, & beauty of the divine goddess spirit that i possess for eternity.
- i will be loved.