10,000 hours later and studies have proven that i will have accomplished this or that.
i have many many more to go.
so i gave all my strife to god.
i had to, there was no other choice. you can only be broken down so much; to see the horizon again.
this is how i give gratitude and find peace... i must find myself.
only then can i love and gracefully help others.
send me an angel.