Therefore we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying, yet our inner man is being renewed day by day. For momentary, light affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory far beyond all comparison, while we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen; for the things which are seen are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal."
2 Corinthians 4:17-18

"Let us not lose heart in doing good, for in due time we will reap if we do not grow weary."
Galatians 6:9

this day demands to be apparent. to be of something i can look back on and learn. i learned a few skills, i learned what a ninja looks like. they come in many different forms. i guess i have been here awhile. i just keeping rambling on through the world creating and changing. i believe that i am at the bottom because i have to know this. this is what i need to learn and experience before i can become anything that is worth having, worth learning from.

i think i will help enhance the women that eventually rule the world. i remember the cab ride home from port o'call with her, the sister of the one i loved... she talked about feminism and the way the world is going to change. we are going to rule it, just differently this time. the Egyptians obviously didn't survive, they didn't know all we know now, they didn't have what we have access to. but then we have to go back to earth. back to the place that it all began. that is the only way to live. i am going to raise an entirely different nation of people. it's just the difference that makes me completely crazy. should this breed continue? yes, there should be more. is that vain. surely it is. 

can't even begin to count the blessings that are today. i am so thankful. i achieve dreams, so sit back and breathe. go home to get reacquainted. its your soul that we are talking about here. if someone wants to mess with that, then they will have to answer to a higher power. that is just how things are. amen.