Friday, November 30, 2012
the beauty of it all is the innocence. sex isn't everything. as a matter of fact...it's the ugly side of intimacy. the moment when you have given too much of yourself... you are exhausted and it just doesn't feel good anymore. the thing is... it's so childish. everything feels so good with him. laying with him feels nice... our bodies fit together well. i wish that i didn't need to be so out of it to fit with him... i'm just a strange creature these days. it hurts he doesn't understand what he does to me. nonchalant. the charm in the simple matters. it is what it is really... a simple young longing. the chemicals do good for my body. they help keep me inspired, keep me alive. keep me needing more.... thank you.