white lies - to lose my life
He said to lose my life or lose my love
That's the nightmare I've been running from
So let me hold you in my arms a while
I was always careless as a child
And there's a part of me that still believes
My soul will soar above the trees
But a desperate fear flows through my blood
That our dead loves buried beneath the mud
Let's grow old together
And die at the same time
she said he would die alone, i highly doubt that. just that morning he said he wished that people would leave him alone... even for just one day.
i know the feeling. when you are loved, people take everything they can from you. there is less light now than ever before. those without will quickly steal all that is left.
we are surrounded by zombies now. people that stand for nothing... do nothing... mean nothing. there are ugly and gross souls all around us... sucking the joy from the hearts of those few beauties that are left.
today i found poems and stories i wrote as a child. all of my poems were sad. they spoke of loss of love, the road to gloom and the fear of being alone. i love being alone, almost as much as i hate being social. the quiet lets me be creative and produce artwork. i need it to just be.
the sound of music excites me. i need it everyday to survive. i need it so much that i can easily say i would die without it. "what if there was no music?". then i would invent it.
"music is the next best thing to making love. it's like a socially acceptable form of porn"-trb
i am ready now. i am ready to be one with my voice, my thoughts and my soul. i have the vision, now i must create that life. why do i keep seeing you there with me? why are you in my dreams? am i in yours? do i grace your thoughts... please whisper yes.
so how do we save this place? we haven't much time. our future relies on a hero. several heroes. humans that open the eyes of the majority of society... if i could be a ninja... the task would me much simpler. but the heroes of today are in disguise. else they would be quickly destroyed. the government doesn't want these "heroes" to succeed. so we prowl around the world quietly... hiding our true identity.