leaves (2002) - leaves fall to the ground like tears
covering the grass
a naked tree stands alone.
the last night in my bed at home. this place is full of memories... the fun times with my family. the late night music sessions... the alone time, paintings... the loudest music. i found myself here in this place. lucky for me my father built me a beach house instead of a tree house. he feeds the birds... i loved hearing them in the mornings. the late nights and struggles to get to work on time. the responsibility of living alone... i was a young twenty with a real job. plus two other jobs... late nights and early mornings. i'm so thankful i could get to work by the oceanside road. i am happy for the wonderful time, but a world awaits me. this one was ever so perfect.
Oh I wanna dance with somebody,
I wanna feel the heat.
Yeah I wanna dance with somebody,
With somebody who loves me.
Somebody who loves me,
To hold me in his arms.
I need a man who'll take a chance,
On a love that burns hot enough to last.
So when the night falls,
My lonely heart calls.
dance with somebody - whitney houston
so i have a blank canvas now. i am the artist standing there... still for awhile. waiting for the spell to be cast... the spell that causes all my paint to spill & create the shapes and designs that i fall in love with. artwork worth the time. that changes perspective. that alter egos... that is remembered. the brilliance of being an artist. it eventually will consume your life. it's a chance you take, but once you are in... you are in for life. i'm diving deep for this challenge. you only get one life... i'm not the type to play it safe.
i want more. i need more at this point in my life. twenty five years later and i'm her. i'm who i pretended to be all along. i created her as a child. now i stand in front of a mirror and stare. she is... me? i love her. i'm absolutely in love with her. so now i must go... she must see the world. share the love that is possible for all of us. i'll meet my dark side soon enough. for now i'll get a good night's sleep in my california king. i'll dream of my king one last night here on the island. then to higher ground. from sea to mountains. i will follow you.