When things are no longer just for you... Does that cause them to be less sufficient? Or does it put you on the spot? 

What is the direction? no one knows the day. no one understands the purpose. I am just not seeing the big picture here.

Sometimes the phone rings.. Answering some of the questions for you. The loose control that we do have... Is just enough. Any more and the reins would pull us into a mess of tangled cords. 

The line is clear. Looking forward to the present; take sips of the past... But her good legs are fading. Puts a bit of a time frame on the situation. 

"I'm on a mission from God. 'In the name of The Lord...' murdering the undesirables." --London (not to be read out of context here; those who are evil shall be destroyed)

But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you. (1 Peter 5:10 KJV)