"you must have the devil in you to succeed in any of the arts" - voltaire

this day the illusion of everything being okay was reasoned with most likely not at all. 

i like that i have put a number on the show. it is what i need.

i am bored now. as i will be mixing things up soon. trying to move in a zig-zag pattern to change the scene.

i miss home.

so much that it seems it doesn't exist. all of my friends are together on this island, the one where i want to be. but that is not for me. god pushed it thousands of miles away for a reason. i had my fair share.