Distance
Definition: The space between two objects; the length of a line, especially the shortest line joining two points or things that are separate; measure of separation in place. 

time

 [tahym] noun, adjective, verb, timed,tim·ing.

noun

1.

the system of those sequential relations that any event has to any other, as past, present, or future; indefinite and continuous duration regarded as that in which events succeed one another.

2.

duration regarded as belonging to the present life as distinctfrom the life to come or from eternity; finite duration.

3.

( sometimes initial capital letter  ) a system or method of measuring or reckoning the passage of time: mean time; apparenttime; Greenwich Time.

4.

a limited period or interval, as between two successive events:a long time.

5.

a particular period considered as distinct from other periods:Youth is the best time of life.

pa·tience

noun

1.

the quality of being patient, as the bearing of provocation,annoyance, misfortune, or pain, without complaint, loss oftemper, irritation, or the like.

2.

an ability or willingness to suppress restlessness or annoyance when confronted with delay: to have patience with a slow learner.

3.

quiet, steady perseverance; even-tempered care; diligence: towork with patience.

 how i feel today. i feel like im away at war sort of... like im about to, i don't want to write what i feel i have i  have to say. 

the candles tonight were perfect. practiving the calming mediations of breathing. moving together in unison, to help ourselves, to help each other. as this catches on, our people, or country will become better.

i must say it... i listened to the nine songs on repeat today. i know them now better, silly but I'm most of the numbers.. ha. biggest fan.

but it helps. i am still high from his letter. why do i get the boys so... 

i can think back and remember all the boys.. im sure there will be more. but if not, im okay with that. once you have seen the endless amount of nothing... you know when you have found something.

i thought it out today... i have nothing in common with most humans.. other than music. i can see that it is important for me to share my story, share my inspiration. 

i have devised a plan, no need to digress.

on the brink of a notion. these words could last forever. i can feel it better now, i know that there is more to come. its going to be a beautiful ride.