we are made for connection. it equals pleasure. i am apologetic that i could not give it today... i was all out of empathy. you can read it on my face.
he said i needed a "muse".
i have one. jesus... except no human can live up to him.
now i understand why i am being challenged. "he" doesn't exist on this earth.
i have to have faith that he is roaming around...
amongst the other earthly creatures.
do not give up.
this is exactly how it is.